Change...why...do i have to?...Okay,Fine!

Too Much change has been a bit overwhelming lately. Why change has been pretty consistent in my life lately is beyond me. But the time has come where ... it can STOP PLEASE!!! Moving to a new home has been going very well however it is very busy and allows me to become very disorganized. Changing my preferences and not providing transportation for my father anymore has been a extremely emotionally hard change but i understand why i needed to do so. Saying good bye to friends from church who are moving forward with their lives is heart breaking however they're still around me in other ways... Thanks so much for the continued friendship! Loosing a friend/coworker due to relocation............you have no idea. She will be missed in so many ways that i wish someone could understand. In addition, let's just stir things up by loosing another coworker/friend at the same time. Oh great that will really help me to enjoy my job. I guess i am just frustrated with the fact that the supportive staff that i enjoy spending time with well there goes two ... how many much more change can i take. When is it going to stop? Finally, my cell phone just died so I'm looking forward to changing that as well but i will continue to function and make many phone calls to the people/friends who are still around and whose numbers I still have cause moving forward by pressing on is the only option left. Good Luck With That!